Criminal Gold
By Ann Aptaker
Nov 2014
Mystery/Era historical 1940’s/ Lesbian/ Crime/ Noir
264 pgs
Publisher: Bold Strokes Books
Kindle Edition
Midnight, New York Harbor, 1949. Cantor Gold, dapper dyke-about-town, smuggler of fine art, waits in her boat under the Brooklyn Bridge for racketeer Gregory Ortine. In the shadow of the bridge, he’ll toss Cantor a satchel of cash, and she’ll toss him a pouch containing a priceless jewel. But the plan, and the jewel, sink when a woman in a red sequined dress drops from the bridge and slams onto Cantor’s boat. She is Opal Shaw, Society Page darling and fiancĂ©e of murder-for-hire kingpin Sig Loreale. Through a night of danger, desire, and double-cross, Cantor must satisfy Loreale’s vengeance, stay ahead of an angry Ortine, and untangle the knots of murder tightening around Opal’s best friend and keeper of her dirty secrets, Celeste Copley, a seductress who excites Cantor’s passion but snares her in a labyrinth of lies. The lies explode in a collision of love, loyalty, lust…and death.
I became aware of this book before it came out and it’s one of those rare books with an unknown author to me that I know I want to read before it comes out. So I was quite excited to read it and it definitely hit the spot for me.
Basically the blurb gives a great idea of what this story is about and the all the main characters involved, so I’ll go more into what I enjoyed about it.
Mostly what I loved about this book was Cantor Gold as a character. She’s not that typical female protagonist/ heroine who does bad things for the greater good. No. She really is a badass, tough woman who makes no excuses for how she lives, what she’s done, and that she lives on the wrong side of the law. I liked this. I’m always fond of characters who don’t fit society’s expectations of what their role should be. Particularly I enjoy female characters that buck the Donna Reed ideal for women of this time period.
She’s also an out lesbian, which for the time period was very dangerous. And as the first scene in the book shows, could get you hurt, badly. But I loved that she dresses like a man and walks through her criminal world unabashedly lesbian and butch. While she is accepted as such in that world in the surface, of course, when push comes to shove she’s once again shown that she will never be accepted in any world due to that. And while it hurts her at times, she ultimately doesn’t care; it’s more important for her to be who she is.
She’s also ruled by her passions. Damn but I loved the scenes with her and Celeste. Even though Celeste is no one to be trusted---she’s definitely a femme fatale type with no loyalty to anyone--- Cantor finds herself fantasizing about all the delicious things she’d do with her. Cantor struggles internally with wanting to save Celeste, mainly because she feels attracted to her, but knowing what ultimately might/probably will happen.
But what’s also appealing about Cantor is that while she’s tough and is mostly out for herself and is portrayed as a player, she does find in the course of events she’s been thrust into that she cares more for Rosie, her current friend with benefits, than she thought. And there’s also a hint that she loved someone once very deeply, showing a more vulnerable side of her.
The language author Ann Aptaker uses is very colorful and evocative throughout, which added a lot to my enjoyment of this book. Particularly, even though not a romance or descriptive in terms of common erotic language, I found the dance between Cantor and Celeste to be somewhat erotic and, well, very entertaining:
“I hope you like Chivas,” I say, handing her a glass. “What’s not to like?” There’s nothing not to like. The whiskey is smooth, the woman sharing it with me is gorgeous, and the way the light from the desk lamp slides along her leg is picturesque. I wouldn’t mind taking my own ride along Celeste’s shapely calves.
…after I take the scenic route along her leg and continue up the rest of her, I finally arrive at her face, where on the other side of that hat veil her eyes accuse me of doing exactly what I am doing: undressing her mentally and having my way with her.”
Outside of some of the focus being on what’s going on through Cantor’s head about Celeste, this is a fast paced crime drama. As Cantor tries to figure how who actually killed Opal, while thinking it’s Celeste and trying to save her life, she falls into all kinds of situations that both luck and smarts get her out of. This story if rife with constant alliance shifts and betrayals in this underworld of criminals and I never really knew how it all might pan out. All of the characters are well-rounded, interesting and solid in who they are.
Almost as important as the language, characters, story, pacing, etc, Criminal Gold definitely had the feel of the time period. I could really imagine being in 1949 in NYC with those characters. The ambiance of it was perfect. Loved it.
Will definitely pick up the next book by this author.
Heat level: 0 – no sex, but a lot of linguistic foreplay.
Grade: 5 Stars
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Saturday, January 24, 2015
Wednesday, June 25, 2014
Review- Bailey's Run by Ali Spooner
Bailey’s Run
By Ali Spooner
Jan 2, 2014
Contemporary/ Lesbian/ Mystery/ Paranormal
358 pgs
Publisher: Affinity Ebook Press NZ LTD
Kindle Edition
Bailey Chambers mourns the loss of her lover, Nessa, in an unsolved carjacking. When Tommy, Bailey’s brother becomes a victim of a gay bashing, Bailey assumes his case will be handled the same way as her lover’s—lackadaisically.
Desi Dexter assigned to Tommy’s case, feels Bailey’s disdain toward her and her partner. Through tenacious police work, Desi, is able to uncover the reason for Bailey’s attitude, and convinces her that she is sincere in solving the case.
Mutual attraction sparks, and before they can move forward with their fledging romance, Desi, and her partner Braxton, uncover the presence of a serial killer.
What will happen to Bailey, when, Desi, becomes engrossed in another case, can their relationship survive?
This is one of those stories that was quick to read and was entertaining with a lot of fun characters, but which didn’t really excel in one area. It’s both a romance and a mystery of sorts, however, the romance developed fairly quickly without too much ado and the mystery didn’t have enough tension or mystery actually. Bailey’s Run is carried mainly by a gaggle of characters interacting and several random events happening, which was fine as is.
The two main characters, Bailey and Desi, are very likable characters. Bailey is a truck driver during the week, but works in her Aunt’s bar on the weekends. Many women have been trying to catch Bailey’s eye, but since the murder of her partner, she’s not been interested in dating. For her, her partner was perfect and she has no desire to find a replacement. She’s also still grieving as there was no closure in that her partner’s killer was never found.
Desi is a detective who’s just trying to do the right thing in life. She’s a tough but warm woman and has a good working relationship with her partner who is supportive and doesn’t have judgments that she’s a lesbian. She meets Bailey when she’s called on the case of Bailey’s brother Tommy being severely beaten outside her aunt’s bar. Although Bailey is very cold and snippy with her, she feels a spark between them. Something about Bailey attracts her.
For Bailey it’s the same, but her anger over the police not doing anything about her partner’s death has left a bad taste in her mouth and she blows Desi off. On her own, Desi checks out what happened to Bailey’s partner and totally gets Bailey’s anger since the investigation was shoddy to non-existent. Between working on Bailey’s brother’s case and deciding to work behind the scenes to reopen her partner’s murder case, she manages to become closer to Bailey. Bailey slowly opens up to Desi, feeling attracted to someone for the first time since her partner’s death, and feeling also that Desi is on the up and up with her.
They are very cute and sweet together and the romance develops easily, quickly and nicely without too much conflict once Bailey is on board. While there’s a pretense of staying apart for ethical reasons, they don’t pay too much attention to that on a personal level.
Outside of the romance, there are several plot lines. Desi and her partner Dexter, besides going after the men who jumped and beat up Tommy, get reassigned to cold case after they solve who killed Bailey’s partner. Desi discovers a pattern of killings and they realize that they might have a serial killer on the loose. They also figure that the killings happen around the same date every year and that date is coming up soon.
The author goes back and forth between them and the serial killer, giving us insight into who the killer is and their investigative process. I felt this part was not really that well developed as there was no tension built up in finally finding the killer really. I kept expecting more tension or maybe more danger for certain characters, but that never happened. This part of the story felt more like a reason to bring in more characters and keep the story going.
Spoiler********************************************************************
Also, and this is something that bugged me, an FBI profiler is brought in. Her father was FBI and she’s allegedly some kind of serial killer expert. She works with a partner, also her life partner outside of the job, who is a psychic. Unfortunately, this part of the story was off to me. Basically, all the FBI profiler does is have her partner do her thing while she does zero investigating. They felt rather like unnecessary and extraneous characters thrown in there to add more character interaction even though as characters go they are likable. And about the psychic thing, well, I think I would have been on board with that if the psychic didn’t come up with all the answers right away versus having an actual investigation, which included some psychic help. Due to that it went into hokeyville for me at times.
End Spoiler*************************************************
What does work in this story is the connection between all the characters. The characters get together a lot for fun, food, home cooking and entertainment while they deal with what seems like non-stop issues. They have a great camaraderie and all support each other. I loved that Fubar, Bailey’s aunt’s bar, is one of the central places they meet up and that it features drag queen shows. Most of the characters are either gay or supportive of the gay community and that was rather nice to read as well.
And, well, this is stupid and most people won’t care, but there was a rescued kitten. Desi finds it in an alley and brings it home. The kitten actually gets a fair amount of detail and attention and I found myself worrying about it when both Desi and Bailey can’t get home and loving that it was part of the story.
So, while there were some issues for me in this book, overall it’s a good read.
Heat Level: 2 – sex mostly implied not graphically written
Grade: 4 Stars
By Ali Spooner
Jan 2, 2014
Contemporary/ Lesbian/ Mystery/ Paranormal
358 pgs
Publisher: Affinity Ebook Press NZ LTD
Kindle Edition
Bailey Chambers mourns the loss of her lover, Nessa, in an unsolved carjacking. When Tommy, Bailey’s brother becomes a victim of a gay bashing, Bailey assumes his case will be handled the same way as her lover’s—lackadaisically.
Desi Dexter assigned to Tommy’s case, feels Bailey’s disdain toward her and her partner. Through tenacious police work, Desi, is able to uncover the reason for Bailey’s attitude, and convinces her that she is sincere in solving the case.
Mutual attraction sparks, and before they can move forward with their fledging romance, Desi, and her partner Braxton, uncover the presence of a serial killer.
What will happen to Bailey, when, Desi, becomes engrossed in another case, can their relationship survive?
This is one of those stories that was quick to read and was entertaining with a lot of fun characters, but which didn’t really excel in one area. It’s both a romance and a mystery of sorts, however, the romance developed fairly quickly without too much ado and the mystery didn’t have enough tension or mystery actually. Bailey’s Run is carried mainly by a gaggle of characters interacting and several random events happening, which was fine as is.
The two main characters, Bailey and Desi, are very likable characters. Bailey is a truck driver during the week, but works in her Aunt’s bar on the weekends. Many women have been trying to catch Bailey’s eye, but since the murder of her partner, she’s not been interested in dating. For her, her partner was perfect and she has no desire to find a replacement. She’s also still grieving as there was no closure in that her partner’s killer was never found.
Desi is a detective who’s just trying to do the right thing in life. She’s a tough but warm woman and has a good working relationship with her partner who is supportive and doesn’t have judgments that she’s a lesbian. She meets Bailey when she’s called on the case of Bailey’s brother Tommy being severely beaten outside her aunt’s bar. Although Bailey is very cold and snippy with her, she feels a spark between them. Something about Bailey attracts her.
For Bailey it’s the same, but her anger over the police not doing anything about her partner’s death has left a bad taste in her mouth and she blows Desi off. On her own, Desi checks out what happened to Bailey’s partner and totally gets Bailey’s anger since the investigation was shoddy to non-existent. Between working on Bailey’s brother’s case and deciding to work behind the scenes to reopen her partner’s murder case, she manages to become closer to Bailey. Bailey slowly opens up to Desi, feeling attracted to someone for the first time since her partner’s death, and feeling also that Desi is on the up and up with her.
They are very cute and sweet together and the romance develops easily, quickly and nicely without too much conflict once Bailey is on board. While there’s a pretense of staying apart for ethical reasons, they don’t pay too much attention to that on a personal level.
Outside of the romance, there are several plot lines. Desi and her partner Dexter, besides going after the men who jumped and beat up Tommy, get reassigned to cold case after they solve who killed Bailey’s partner. Desi discovers a pattern of killings and they realize that they might have a serial killer on the loose. They also figure that the killings happen around the same date every year and that date is coming up soon.
The author goes back and forth between them and the serial killer, giving us insight into who the killer is and their investigative process. I felt this part was not really that well developed as there was no tension built up in finally finding the killer really. I kept expecting more tension or maybe more danger for certain characters, but that never happened. This part of the story felt more like a reason to bring in more characters and keep the story going.
Spoiler********************************************************************
Also, and this is something that bugged me, an FBI profiler is brought in. Her father was FBI and she’s allegedly some kind of serial killer expert. She works with a partner, also her life partner outside of the job, who is a psychic. Unfortunately, this part of the story was off to me. Basically, all the FBI profiler does is have her partner do her thing while she does zero investigating. They felt rather like unnecessary and extraneous characters thrown in there to add more character interaction even though as characters go they are likable. And about the psychic thing, well, I think I would have been on board with that if the psychic didn’t come up with all the answers right away versus having an actual investigation, which included some psychic help. Due to that it went into hokeyville for me at times.
End Spoiler*************************************************
What does work in this story is the connection between all the characters. The characters get together a lot for fun, food, home cooking and entertainment while they deal with what seems like non-stop issues. They have a great camaraderie and all support each other. I loved that Fubar, Bailey’s aunt’s bar, is one of the central places they meet up and that it features drag queen shows. Most of the characters are either gay or supportive of the gay community and that was rather nice to read as well.
And, well, this is stupid and most people won’t care, but there was a rescued kitten. Desi finds it in an alley and brings it home. The kitten actually gets a fair amount of detail and attention and I found myself worrying about it when both Desi and Bailey can’t get home and loving that it was part of the story.
So, while there were some issues for me in this book, overall it’s a good read.
Heat Level: 2 – sex mostly implied not graphically written
Grade: 4 Stars
Monday, April 28, 2014
Review- Safe Passage by Kate Owen
Safe Passage
By Kate Owen
Feb 5, 2014
Contemporary/Lesbian/Romance/Mystery
116 pages
Pub: Less Than Three Press
Kindle Edition
While doing renovation on the old New Orleans home inherited from her great aunt, Jules discovers an old safe filled with letters written in French—and code. Enlisting the aid of a local French teacher, the beautiful Gen, Jules slowly begins to learn the truth of her great grandfather's death …
Safe Passage is a cute, fun story with very likable characters who gel nicely. It’s also a mystery of sorts.
Both Jules and Gen are instructors at a school for girls. Both have been eying each other but have kept quiet about it. Jules is an out lesbian at the school, but Gen is more mysterious and doesn’t give away that she’s into women.
They both come together when Jules needs Gen to translate some old documents she’s found that are written in French. Of course, it comes out fairly quickly that Gen is into women and they get together without too much ado.
Both characters are fun and interesting. The author infused a lot of humor and light banter between them, adding to my enjoyment of the book.
To be honest, it’s an easy going love story with no real drama, which is kind of refreshing. I wouldn’t want to read books like this all the time because a little tension and drama is good. However, it’s a welcome change once in a while to have two people click and go for it without constant issues coming in that drag a story just to create faux obstacles for the couple to face and get over.
As far as the mystery part goes, I think I was expecting a bit more on it. It’s really not that developed and the reveal wasn’t a big wow. What was more important I guess is that the women have something to work on together or have an excuse to interact with an outside objective so they can get to know each other.
But I did like that part of the mystery involved her aunt who was an interesting character, and also, that she was involved in a mix race love story, something scandalous for her time.
What I ultimately felt about this story was that it could be the precursor to these two characters being in a detective series. They work well together, they are great at digging up clues and have good chemistry.
Bottom line, Safe Passage is the perfect, light feel good book to read between two weightier and more serious books.
Heat level: 2- some sex, nothing too graphically written
Grade: 4 stars for emotional, entertainment value
3 ½ Stars for lack of development in either romance or mystery
By Kate Owen
Feb 5, 2014
Contemporary/Lesbian/Romance/Mystery
116 pages
Pub: Less Than Three Press
Kindle Edition
While doing renovation on the old New Orleans home inherited from her great aunt, Jules discovers an old safe filled with letters written in French—and code. Enlisting the aid of a local French teacher, the beautiful Gen, Jules slowly begins to learn the truth of her great grandfather's death …
Safe Passage is a cute, fun story with very likable characters who gel nicely. It’s also a mystery of sorts.
Both Jules and Gen are instructors at a school for girls. Both have been eying each other but have kept quiet about it. Jules is an out lesbian at the school, but Gen is more mysterious and doesn’t give away that she’s into women.
They both come together when Jules needs Gen to translate some old documents she’s found that are written in French. Of course, it comes out fairly quickly that Gen is into women and they get together without too much ado.
Both characters are fun and interesting. The author infused a lot of humor and light banter between them, adding to my enjoyment of the book.
To be honest, it’s an easy going love story with no real drama, which is kind of refreshing. I wouldn’t want to read books like this all the time because a little tension and drama is good. However, it’s a welcome change once in a while to have two people click and go for it without constant issues coming in that drag a story just to create faux obstacles for the couple to face and get over.
As far as the mystery part goes, I think I was expecting a bit more on it. It’s really not that developed and the reveal wasn’t a big wow. What was more important I guess is that the women have something to work on together or have an excuse to interact with an outside objective so they can get to know each other.
But I did like that part of the mystery involved her aunt who was an interesting character, and also, that she was involved in a mix race love story, something scandalous for her time.
What I ultimately felt about this story was that it could be the precursor to these two characters being in a detective series. They work well together, they are great at digging up clues and have good chemistry.
Bottom line, Safe Passage is the perfect, light feel good book to read between two weightier and more serious books.
Heat level: 2- some sex, nothing too graphically written
Grade: 4 stars for emotional, entertainment value
3 ½ Stars for lack of development in either romance or mystery
Saturday, January 25, 2014
Review- Castle of Dark Shadows by Patty G. Henderson
Castle of Dark Shadows
By Patty G. Henderson
July 1, 2012
Historical/Lesbian/Gothic
164 pgs
Publisher: Blanca Rosa Publishing
Kindle edition
Olivia Hampton's lifelong love of dark literature led her to
accept a job as a cataloger for Julian Dunraven's extensive but extremely
disorderly library. The only problem is that the position requires her to work
at Dunraven Castle, the remote and mysterious home of the Dunraven family. In
Victorian America, a young lady had to either earn her keep or be married off
to the best man for her hand. Olivia accepted the position at Dunraven Castle.
Olivia could not have guessed the dangers that awaited her in the exotic but darkly menacing castle. When there is an accident on the road to Dunraven, she wonders: Are the broken carriage wheels mere random misfortune or a sign foretelling doom? Olivia's fears soon turn to mortal terror after a subsequent encounter with a terrifying faceless phantom disabuses her of the 'random misfortune' theory. Frightened but undaunted, she decides to put the nightmare behind her and throw herself into cataloging the enormous Dunraven library.
What Olivia could not have foreseen was the devastatingly beautiful Marion Dunraven's effect on her heart. But the madness that seemed to curse the rest of the Dunraven family makes Olivia realize she must find a way to escape Dunraven Castle with her life and the woman she loves before they both become victims
Olivia could not have guessed the dangers that awaited her in the exotic but darkly menacing castle. When there is an accident on the road to Dunraven, she wonders: Are the broken carriage wheels mere random misfortune or a sign foretelling doom? Olivia's fears soon turn to mortal terror after a subsequent encounter with a terrifying faceless phantom disabuses her of the 'random misfortune' theory. Frightened but undaunted, she decides to put the nightmare behind her and throw herself into cataloging the enormous Dunraven library.
What Olivia could not have foreseen was the devastatingly beautiful Marion Dunraven's effect on her heart. But the madness that seemed to curse the rest of the Dunraven family makes Olivia realize she must find a way to escape Dunraven Castle with her life and the woman she loves before they both become victims
I read Passion For Vengeance by this author and totally
loved it. I like gothics so it was a no brainer to buy some more of this
author’s books. What I enjoyed about this book is how quirky it is even as a
mystery and an historical.
Right from the beginning, on her way to her new position as
a library cataloger for a private residence, Olivia experiences what she feels
is an evil being in her coach driver. It’s nighttime and they are pushing
through to get to Dunraven Castle. It scares her but she chalks it up to her
overactive imagination.
Marion Dunraven has hired Olivia to catalog her father’s
extensive, but disorganized, library. Marion is warm and friendly to Olivia but
keeps things formal between them, not really trying to interact outside of what
they need to discuss. Olivia is immediately attracted to Marion and can’t stop
thinking about her. Unfortunately her job in the house as well as her status
more as part of the staff offers her little contact with Marion.
As the days go by, in brief meetings, Marion expresses her
romantic interest in Olivia. However, it never leaves Olivia feeling confident
about what Marion actually feels. This plus the odd things going on all have
Olivia feeling somewhat out of place even if she’s in awe that she’s
temporarily living in such a beautiful place.
While this story does have a romantic element, this is more
about the mystery of what’s going on in the house. Strange things keep
happening to Olivia specifically and she and she’s reluctant to discuss them
with others. She has been introduced to
Cora, Marion’s sister, who is off. Meaning, everyone quietly suggests she’s
mentally unstable even if they don’t contradict her and actually let her do her
thing. Cora seems to vacillate between being very friendly and nice and at
other times cross and caustic to Olivia. Olivia can’t figure her out but is
leery of her.
Then there is Marion’s father, Julian. She meets him totally
by accident and he chastises her for interrupting him. His manner is in direct opposition
to what he’s really like. He seems to be in control of the house and yet he’s
very elusive and almost a recluse. In
fact, most of the characters are not what they seem at first except for Olivia.
But the story is told through her voice. Then there is this book in the library
that everyone is focused on, a book written by Julian’s long ago ancestor that
might be worth a lot of money for the information it contains.
So here’s the thing, while this is a quick and easy read
that does capture the essence of a gothic mystery, it didn’t really stand out
as a huge wow for me. It’s a decent mystery, although the author did give away
too much in the beginning, taking away from what I though was supposed to be a
big reveal in the end? Not sure. But the ending is not that surprising.
Then there’s the romantic angle, which was also written in a
reserved way. Olivia pines over Marion. Marion does come to Olivia and they get
together. But there wasn’t much focus on it; it was more a side bar, which is
not a bad thing. But combined with the mystery that didn’t really have depth to
it, I felt nothing stood out particularly. Also, the epilogue wrapped things up
in a way that didn’t fit with the on page development of the relationship
between the two ladies. Meaning, the epilogue focused more on their
relationship than the rest of the story did. Or so it seemed to me.
What did totally float my boat in this, and what saved this
story for me, is how totally quirky it is. Reading this was rather like hanging
out in a carnival combination fun/horror/mirror house in which you feel a bit
disoriented, but in a good way. The women speak of love to each other in over
the top flowery and dramatic ways that don’t match how they act, which I kind
of liked because it seems so unexpected. The characters are all a bit askew in
how they act on the surface but not on a one on one basis. And it does have the
traditional gothic setting; a quirkily built castle (a la Winchester Mansion), but
one that stands out of place to the rest of its environment.
So while individual aspects of this book were lacking,
overall, it’s a good, entertaining read. I’d recommend it if you like gothics
and or if you’re in the mood for something offbeat.
Heat level: 1-2
Grade: Liked it
Sunday, December 15, 2013
Review- Dysphoria, The Admirer by Karelia Stetz-Waters
Dysphoria
Title Has been changed to:
The Admirer
By Karelia Stetz-Waters
January 24, 2013
Lesbian/Contemporary/Mystery-Suspense
Pgs 252
Publisher: Artema Press Incorporated
Kindle version
Helen Ivers is running from a horrific past to what she hopes will be the safety of a small New England town. As the president of Pittock College, another tragedy explodes into her life soon after her arrival. Besieged by memories of her mentally ill sister, which refuse to let her rest, she must face an abomination even as her mind begins to unravel. A young woman died on the train tracks in a shockingly brutal manner.
Reeling from the murder and the threat to her students, Helen is approached by professor Adair Wilson, who draws her into her life and her confidence amid a web of swirling deception.
Ivers and Wilson are as desperate to know the identities of the victim and killer as the killer and the police are to hide them. Whether Adair is Helen’s savior and can be trusted as a lover becomes increasingly unclear as Helen becomes a target.
In a crisis with no clear allies, Helen must not only learn the truth but fight to stay alive. The killer is watching and she has been chosen. Every hour of doubt, fear, and hopeless investigation brings the bone saw closer.
Dysphoria/ The Admirer is an extremely taut, well-written psychological thriller. Karelia Stetz-Waters, did an amazing job of getting not only into the main characters’ heads, but the killer’s and his victims as well. The setting is also perfect: a small New England college town, located next to an abandoned asylum. It offers the perfect backdrop for chilling serial killings and main characters who have their own dark psychological issues.
Helen is a fascinating character even if she borders slightly on being a clichĂ© as a mark/ victim common to psychological thrillers. She’s suffered and is still suffering over the death of her sister, a mentally ill woman who died in a horrific way. As with many people who deal with a loved one on a regular basis who has a mental illness, she feels a lot of pain that she wasn’t able to help or save her sister as well as feeling guilt that on some level she wanted to have her own life and not have to deal with it.
Like many other people who suffer a major tragedy they feel guilt for, she acts out in ways that are self-destructive to her being as well as her reputation. On the surface, she’s cool and collected and professional as the head of a college. However, she also has a deep vulnerability and teeters on the edge of a nervous breakdown. This helps her feel a close kinship with the victims and helps her push the police and others who seem not willing to really look into what’s going on.
While this is not really a romance, there is a slight romantic angle to this story. Adair is a young professor who is stirring up the students, creating more energy around the alleged murder to the chagrin of the school establishment. Even though she’s fighting for justice for the victim, she’s rather like a loose cannon in her manner. She’s rebellious and brash and very passionate. She also goes for what she wants and she wants Helen. In her own way, she acts in ways that push Helen’s mental state into more chaos because she’s got her own issues that challenge Helen.
Also to comment on the romantic angle, I rather liked how it didn’t develop in the usual way. In fact, Helen and Adair’s first sexual encounter is quite bizarre and definitely fits with the dark theme of the story. But I also liked how Helen, who seems locked up emotionally, also accepts the fact that she’s being seduced by a woman and goes with it.
The killer: to be honest, I guessed who it was fairly early on, but did love that I couldn’t really know for sure until the end. The author really gets into his head, his past, where he’s coming from in lots of detail. I say “his” because that’s the pronoun the author used when describing him and his past. However, the way this story is written, it could be anyone, including a woman who has pretended to be a man. Of course he has his own psychological issues even if a straight up sociopath.
I thought the pacing of this story was perfect. The author drops clues along the way as the investigation goes on. Helen and Adair start working in tandem, even if being at odds, to prove that there is a killer. The story goes back and forth between different character points of view (not head hopping), which made this a well-rounded story. And while not suspenseful in an intense way, it is a quick page turner.
I see that the author has titled this as the first in a series. I will totally snatch up the next book as soon as it comes out.
Heat level: 2-3- one or two semi graphic sexual scenarios
Grade: 5 Stars
Title Has been changed to:
The Admirer
By Karelia Stetz-Waters
January 24, 2013
Lesbian/Contemporary/Mystery-Suspense
Pgs 252
Publisher: Artema Press Incorporated
Kindle version
Helen Ivers is running from a horrific past to what she hopes will be the safety of a small New England town. As the president of Pittock College, another tragedy explodes into her life soon after her arrival. Besieged by memories of her mentally ill sister, which refuse to let her rest, she must face an abomination even as her mind begins to unravel. A young woman died on the train tracks in a shockingly brutal manner.
Reeling from the murder and the threat to her students, Helen is approached by professor Adair Wilson, who draws her into her life and her confidence amid a web of swirling deception.
Ivers and Wilson are as desperate to know the identities of the victim and killer as the killer and the police are to hide them. Whether Adair is Helen’s savior and can be trusted as a lover becomes increasingly unclear as Helen becomes a target.
In a crisis with no clear allies, Helen must not only learn the truth but fight to stay alive. The killer is watching and she has been chosen. Every hour of doubt, fear, and hopeless investigation brings the bone saw closer.
Dysphoria/ The Admirer is an extremely taut, well-written psychological thriller. Karelia Stetz-Waters, did an amazing job of getting not only into the main characters’ heads, but the killer’s and his victims as well. The setting is also perfect: a small New England college town, located next to an abandoned asylum. It offers the perfect backdrop for chilling serial killings and main characters who have their own dark psychological issues.
Helen is a fascinating character even if she borders slightly on being a clichĂ© as a mark/ victim common to psychological thrillers. She’s suffered and is still suffering over the death of her sister, a mentally ill woman who died in a horrific way. As with many people who deal with a loved one on a regular basis who has a mental illness, she feels a lot of pain that she wasn’t able to help or save her sister as well as feeling guilt that on some level she wanted to have her own life and not have to deal with it.
Like many other people who suffer a major tragedy they feel guilt for, she acts out in ways that are self-destructive to her being as well as her reputation. On the surface, she’s cool and collected and professional as the head of a college. However, she also has a deep vulnerability and teeters on the edge of a nervous breakdown. This helps her feel a close kinship with the victims and helps her push the police and others who seem not willing to really look into what’s going on.
While this is not really a romance, there is a slight romantic angle to this story. Adair is a young professor who is stirring up the students, creating more energy around the alleged murder to the chagrin of the school establishment. Even though she’s fighting for justice for the victim, she’s rather like a loose cannon in her manner. She’s rebellious and brash and very passionate. She also goes for what she wants and she wants Helen. In her own way, she acts in ways that push Helen’s mental state into more chaos because she’s got her own issues that challenge Helen.
Also to comment on the romantic angle, I rather liked how it didn’t develop in the usual way. In fact, Helen and Adair’s first sexual encounter is quite bizarre and definitely fits with the dark theme of the story. But I also liked how Helen, who seems locked up emotionally, also accepts the fact that she’s being seduced by a woman and goes with it.
The killer: to be honest, I guessed who it was fairly early on, but did love that I couldn’t really know for sure until the end. The author really gets into his head, his past, where he’s coming from in lots of detail. I say “his” because that’s the pronoun the author used when describing him and his past. However, the way this story is written, it could be anyone, including a woman who has pretended to be a man. Of course he has his own psychological issues even if a straight up sociopath.
I thought the pacing of this story was perfect. The author drops clues along the way as the investigation goes on. Helen and Adair start working in tandem, even if being at odds, to prove that there is a killer. The story goes back and forth between different character points of view (not head hopping), which made this a well-rounded story. And while not suspenseful in an intense way, it is a quick page turner.
I see that the author has titled this as the first in a series. I will totally snatch up the next book as soon as it comes out.
Heat level: 2-3- one or two semi graphic sexual scenarios
Grade: 5 Stars
Sunday, August 11, 2013
Review- Ghost Trio by Lillian Q. Irwin
Ghost Trio
By Lillian Q. Irwin
April 16, 2013
By Lillian Q. Irwin
April 16, 2013
Contemporary Gothic/ Lesbian/ Interracial/ mystery
264 pgs
Pub: Bold Strokes Books
264 pgs
Pub: Bold Strokes Books
Lee Howe, a professional pianist, comes to Southern
California from New York on a mournful mission: She believes that if she can
see the site where her beloved Devorah met her death, she will begin to accept
that she must move on with her own life. Devorah Manikian had been rehearsing
for a starring role in Carmen and was living in Eggerscliffe, a 1920s-style
pseudo-castle belonging to wealthy and eccentric impresario, Annajean Eggers.
Devorah was gone only a few weeks before Lee was notified that she was dead—killed
in a tower fire at Eggerscliffe. But as Lee stands alone on a deserted patch of
beach just below the castle, she hears Devorah singing. Is it the cocktail of
tranquilizers, sleeping pills, anti-depressants, and anti-anxiety drugs Lee has
been taking since the announcement of Devorah’s death that makes her
hallucinate her beloved’s voice—or is Devorah being kept a prisoner somewhere
in Eggerscliffe?
Wow, I really enjoyed this book. There are so many elements
to it that intrigued me and satisfied my love of a good mystery. There’s also a
romantic angle although it’s not a romance in the traditional sense.
It’s definitely gothic in feel even though a contemporary.
In fact, one of the pleasures about reading this book was not being too sure
what time period this is set in. My mind kept latching on to contradictions : mentions
of modern technology vs mentions of 1930’s Marlene Dietrich and clothing
styles, places. Even the way the characters spoke, language used without modern
colloquialisms, made me question the time period. Maybe it was also because
this story is set in the timeless world of classical music and musicians, which
has a cultured elegance of its own. It was like a mystery within a mystery.
Lee is the main character and it’s her passionate nature
that drives this story. This book starts out with Lee going to San Diego where
Devorah, her partner of 15 years has died, trying to get some closure. Maybe being in the physical place will help
her. At the bottom of the cliff below the castle where Devorah has died, she
hears her lover singing a favorite piece that they considered personal to them
as a couple and this starts her on the path of insisting that Devorah must be
alive. She’s so internally passionate about it that she’s willing to risk her
friends thinking she’s crazy, even thinking she’s crazy herself at times, never
being sure if it’s true.
What I liked about Lee is that she’s so determined. Her love
of Devorah after all those years together is still so intense that she will do
anything, even risking some possible danger to herself from Annajean, whom she
thinks has Devorah locked up somewhere in her home. Her intensity is such that
because it’s unknown if Devaroh is actually alive or not I wondered if really
she is the one losing it.
Annajean is clearly odd and a character that I wish the
authors had given more depth to. She’s the catalyst for all that is going on
and yet there’s not much about her background or what makes her tick. This is
the only negative thing I can say about this book. I was craving to know more
about her. The authors do give her a history, which sheds some light, but it’s
vague at the very most and I think she is such a delicious character that I
felt she warranted more depth. She’s also the main essence of this story being
a classic gothic story.
Since Devorah is also a huge part of the story but is not
present, I thought the authors did a great job with flashbacks to give the
reader a good feel for who Devorah is as well. Soon after Lee hears Devorah,
there’s a flashback to Lee and Devorah’s life together, who they are as people
and how it came about that Devorah left Lee to pursue a last chance at
fulfilling a dream. We get to see how vulnerable Devorah is to a predator
assuring her of fame, which shows Devorah to be more passionate and maybe a bit
selfish about her career than Lee is, who is satisfied with where she’s at. But
it also shows how much Lee loves Devorah in that she’s willing to let her go to
explore and have her dreams. There are
also flashbacks later on in the book in that goes more into depth, which I
appreciated.
The pacing of this story is just right. There was just
enough tension and slow reveals that kept me turning the pages. The authors
also went into territory that would normally bother me, but which didn’t.
Spoiler:
While Lee is so sure that Devorah is still alive and
desperate to save her, to the point of disregarding all common sense, she has
an affair with an old classmate from Julliard who shows up at Annajean’s memorial
concert for Devaroh. What Lee has felt for Devorah, that intense love that
she’s her soul mate and her life, is what Lily confesses she’s felt for Lee all
these years.
What I loved about this part of the story was how human it
was written. For most people, even the hint of infidelity is a put off to read.
However, in this instance, and between Lily and Lee, it was something that
happened and was a beautiful experience for both of them. It wasn’t thrown in
there for tension or angst or to add some sexual content. Nor was it excused by
the characters as something that happened out of emotional pain Lee was
feeling. It’s really about two people who connect just because they have a
connection despite external circumstances. It’s an experience that has Lee questioning
how things might pan out if they find Devaroh alive, and also if Lily will
respond to Han, her former partner, trying to win her back. It also causes Lee
to contemplate issues that both she and Devaroh have ignored over the years and
sort of gives her a fresh new and realistic outlook on her relationship with
her if it will continue.
Some of the lighter moments and times when this felt more
contemporary came through the secondary characters. Lily’s brother Tom is the
type up for anything, and Lee’s friends who try to support Lee in her quest to
save Devorah, are more down to earth, keeping Lee from going off the deep end. They
added quite a lot to the story.
This is just a good book all around. I liked everything
about it. Would definitely read more by these authors.
Heat Level: 2- several sensually- not graphically- written sex scenes.
Grade: Loved it!
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